My mind is soaking
In the bottom of a bottle
Full of blithe
In attempt to revive
A kiss off to all
Foreboding feelings
As they slowly die
Energy increases to take
Over the controls
Of this ride
My mind is soaking
In the bottom of a bottle
Full of blithe
In attempt to revive
A kiss off to all
Foreboding feelings
As they slowly die
Energy increases to take
Over the controls
Of this ride
What do we need to
Mend this divide
To act as a seal
To these two independent lives
Subconscious whispers
Of what we think we deserve
Sentences only half heard
Driving us crazy
A taunting puzzle
It’s utterly absurd
You look over
But I am not there
As the sound of your voice
Goes no where
The scene
Appearing perfectly normal
From the outside
Looking in
The true story so hidden
I don’t know where to begin
Your mouth is moving
With intent
But it seems so slow
Your voice escaping me
Your face somehow
I barely know
I can’t find you
Even when you’re near
The silence echoes
Deafening my ears
That you have checked out
Is so abundantly clear
I mourn the death of us
And the feeling
I held so dear
(written a very long time ago)
Walking down a darkened street
Looking for love from who I meet
When I saw loneliness in your eyes
We try to talk but we can’t speak
From all the lies and the secrets we keep
If only we could you might be the one
I almost died
The day that you ignored me
Feeling numb inside
Your lack of attention
Just floored me
Now how can I
Get past this
Continue and survive Continue reading
I always walk this way
Eyes soaking up
Every single once of grey
Surrounded by people
But everyone
Ignores me
I remember the days
Full of friends
When everyone adored me
Some how it all went wrong
Now even in this crowd
I stand in isolation
Forever reaching out
But not too far
For fear someone
Might finally see me
And I will be exposed
For everything that I am
Including the things
I pretend not to be
The sun dances on me
Like a warm hand
Trying to comfort
Standing here like a Flower
Wilting in the Sun
Never noticed by anyone
Screaming your name
Always in vain
I need to succumb
Cries not heard
Were never done
The world spins
Full of fear
I lay within
Reaching out
No sense of touch
The need for validation
Is asking too much